welcome

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop 'til they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something
something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

-Crazy, Simple Plan

Unrefrained Blogger




{/Damn Sad
Wednesday, May 31, 2006 ( 8:23 PM )

Trashed, Owned, Flattened. 3 words to described my encounter with the Singapore Math Olyampiad paper today. It is not only a test of mental discipline but also physical. Under that freezing temperature, it is almost impossible to think hard without shivering!! After a grueling 3 hours of battle. I could say i am owned. Out of 25 questions i only answered 4 which i am quite confirm. The rest i left blank !!! The others i am not sure of the answers but for whatever reasons i have ( which till now i cannot comprehend ) I LEFT THEM BLANK !!!

After that 3 hours of winter like weather, my phone spoiled. First my buttons cock up. Then my mic. Haha. A phone with a working speaker and all except mic. It reminds me of my phone last year which also spoiled in the same way. Also after Singapore Math Olyampiad. After 3 hours of freezing temperature. But that phone was the other way round. Everything was alright including the mic this time except the speaker.

{/The Beginning of the end
Friday, May 26, 2006 ( 10:26 PM )

Oh well, some may say holidays starts now, but i must say exams just started. After the first wave of exam. GP. Everybody is almost dead if not dead. So we need the whole of june holiday to recuperate and get ready for the following waves of attack against our brain.

Chinese teacher last minute cancelled our chinese oral today. Made us go to school early for nothing, other than to play bridge to waste our time.

Thinking that exams are over, i went to Toa Payoh to have dinner with my classmates. Halfway i realised i had trainnings on friday and had to rush all the way back home to change and then rush out again. Wasted so much precious time travelling.

Yay, finally a class blog to celebrate about. A blog which everybody in our class can personalise and call it our own. Forging a class identity, what a good way.

Lastly my blog is going to be down for a while. So till then cya.

Look at the stars, look how they shine for you, everything you do, and they were all yellow

{/Stupid
Monday, May 22, 2006 ( 8:04 PM )

Guess what, some comments are finally shown. I didn't realise that i set comment moderation on. Haha. How stupid can i be? No wonder my comments are always empty !!!

{/Hunger
( 6:38 PM )

Rainning again. I hate it when i rains on my way home. Why can't it rain earlier so that i do not need to run my 2.4km today ???

Efforts to keep fit have not gone down the drain. Thanks to Pe on monday and wednesday and then Volleyball on wednesday and friday. A whole week full of exercises. My aim of getting a gold is getting nearer. Newest update 2.4km 12.06. 6 seconds away from my target of under 12 mins. Anyway i ran at 5 pm without eating or drinking anything since 7am. Unbelievable, believe it. Sometimes the way people some people do things are abit funny. Take Xiuting for example, haha, she needs to try jumping with two legs. Being a typical tai tai, she practically just hopped in standing broad jump.

YAY !!! Exams are comming. Actually one 1, this friday. GP mid year exam. Its funny to see my whole class mugging. Seriously a very rare scence. Some say there is nothing to study for GP but i still see people reading articles printed out for them by our teachers. Any way, good luck to all those who are having their GP exam. I just don't know what's wrong with me, when everybody start mugging, i start to slack alot. Lagging behind in tutorials in a lot of subjects.

Guess what, i was almost going to talk to Linton and Aaron about Shelby and Shin. Haha, i was stunned. Shelby suddenly pop up infront while Shin was behind with Jacq. LOL. Phew, lucky i check my surrounding first. Anwway, wasn't going talk bad about them so ... But still, quite shocking. ( suo wei : shuo dao cao cao, cao cao dao ) "Prata-ing" with Linton and Aaron after that was funny.

Hey a question to ask, what if you got a neighbour who is in your school and is quite nice looking. What will do you? ( Feel free to post a comment ) Just asking. Cause one friend brought up that question.

Down town with another day for all the suits and tie, another war to fight, theres no regard for life.

{/Brain Reset
Friday, May 19, 2006 ( 11:46 PM )

Someone, somewhere, somehow managed to press the reset button in my brain. There goes the ram in my brain. All memories regarding sch is all gone !!! Haven't the faintest idea what my lecturer teach last week. Worst off, i could not even remember what the teacher say just after he said it !!! Anyway, that's good, my stress level have also been reset. Now i am like very carefree and practically just filling up a space in school.

Volleyball seems very fun today. No teachers no coach, but we still carry on trainning. We infact found volleyball very addictive and we are sort of addicted to it. We even played on during our breaks !!! Guess i am really nuts about sports. After volleyball, i went to the comunity centre near my house to get another round of sports. Haha, practically 7 hours of sports today consecutively !!!

After that major brain reset ( without leaving a restore point ) i began to act base on instinct. Pure instinct. Be it in class test or in cca. That maybe a good thing to me. All my unhappyness have been flushed down the toilet bowl. My brain can still continue to be blank until a suitable RAM has been put in. In the mean time, natural instinct takes control of me.

Hey now, you're an all star, get your game on, go play, hey now, you're a rock star, get your show on, get paid, and all that giltters is gold

{/Sleepy day
Thursday, May 18, 2006 ( 5:54 PM )

Tiring day. Everything seems to go on slowly if you are tired. My 4 periods of sch seems like a long day to me. Stayed up late yesterday night to watch champion league final. Barca Vs Arsenal. Final score 2-1.

Coldness. Maybe i was abit too sleepyheaded today, but i seemed to be able to sense the coldness of the people ( like auras around them ) in my class. Heck, maybe i just think too much about dota. Continue to sleep.

The conflict about V seems to have subsided. Both party back off. ( suo wei : ren yi shi, feng ping lang jing, tui yi bu, hai kuo tian kong ) Funny thing, it just subsided somehow when V stop blogging !!! ( Not that you cannot blog, but just blog about yourself and not defame others on your blog ) Now, looking forward to complete PW with him with out any conflicts within our group again. Its nice when the whole group move together instead of one person holding down the group.

I wonder if i should comment on a dangerous topic, SHELBY. ( Its not to bitch about her, as a matter of fact, its just how some of her actions just invite problems for herself )

As a matter of fact its just her actions that sometimes irritate people unknowing to her. Some of her actions are just very freaky, worst off, she 'sa jiao' in class. LOL, dunno ask the teacher about somthing. The teacher didn't answer her and she 'sa jiao' LOL. Other girls in our class didn't even do that.

Sometimes i wonder why she prefer to talk to people who aren't even listening or interested to listen to what she says. Take Vince and Debbie for example. She was talking away to debbie and vince in class when both of them are doing their work and simply nodding their heads. Also when you talk to her, she talks as though she knows you for very long. Scary indeed.

A commotion happen during econs lecture which causes us to burst our laughing. Andrew was talking to Pei Qi abt smth and then suddenly Shelby just said " hey, you guys are bitching infront of me" LOL. In the first place, they aren't talking about Shelby !!! Inviting trouble for herself. Then she give comments about Andrew, Weiji, Pei Qi, Shin and Jacq saying that they are barbaric !!! And even accuse them of insulting people with single parents. In the end, all that she managed to achieve were just laughter at her. ( suo wei : na shi tou za zhi ji de jiao )

( I will appreciate if SHELBY does not comment on my blog) She seems to comment on anybody's blog which she reads and have a post about her.

Well you need a blue sky holiday, The point is they laugh at what you say, And I don't need no carryin' on

{/Time freeze
Tuesday, May 16, 2006 ( 11:06 PM )

Hai, with exams just round the corner, everything seems to come to a stand still. Blogs are getting less and less posts. Everybody start mugging. Even Xiuting and Tim start mugging !!! OMG, the mugging bug is slowly infecting everybody.

Exams seems to suck all the laughter out of everybody. People tend to get more serious and more lifeless when exams are round the corner. It seems as though a curtain has been pulled over our class, theres hardly any laughter in class except from Tim and Isaac ( the usual jokers )as well as the girls at the 3rd row ( who would laugh over almost anything )

Well, i was rather disappointed today, about money. Is money really that important ? Someone made a big fuss over a few pieces of paper in class today. Come on, how much can a few pieces of printed paper cost? A couple of cents !!!

Oh well, came over this stupid joke somehow on the net. Just happen to stumble upon. Its about an equation to prove that girls are evil. ( NO OFFENCE PLS !!! )


Girl = money * time ( 1 )
sub time = money in eqn 1
Girl = money ^2 ( 2 )
sub money is root of evil into eqn 2
Girl = evil ( 3 ) ( proven )


I guess it was rather dumb though, but anyway, have a hearty laugh. ( PLS DO NOT COME AFTER ME !!! I AM NOT GENDER BIASED )

She was looking kind of dumb, With her finger and her thumb, In the shape of an "L" on her forehead

{/Priority Pondering
Sunday, May 14, 2006 ( 7:29 PM )

Here are some priority questions to ponder over. ( Trust me, some questions are tough to answer )

Which comes first ?????

Friends or Family ?
Friends or Cousins ?
Friends or Girlfriend ?
Best buddies or Girlfriend ?
Best buddies or Family ?
Best buddies or Cousins ?
Cousins or Family ?
Cousins or Girlfriend ?

Would you do anything for your Family?
Would you do anything for your Cousins?
Would you do anything for your Best buddies?
Would you do anything for your Friends?
Would you do anything ( worst case scenario : DIE ) for your Girlfriend?


Take your time to answer the questions and sort out your priorities in life.

Don't be too sure of your answers though, i'm sure one of these days you will contradict and do whats opposite of your answers. Haha. Happy answering

I can't stand to fly, I'm not that naive, I'm just out to find, The better part of me

{/Backed from break
Wednesday, May 10, 2006 ( 9:47 PM )

Today was the HPB survey thingy, haha. The questions they asked are sort of like, have you had sex. Also some questions are like what do you think about sex before marriage, drug use and smoking. What do you think about homosexuals? They even ask you, in the past 30 days, did someone stop you from buying cigarettes? LOL.

This is the nice part, how often are you being bullied ( eg, called names, bla bla bla ) LOL, if that is the case, i think everybody had been bullied at least once in the last week. Come on lah, called names also counted as bully. LOL.

Anyway, good luck for linton, his singing competition is today.

Finally backed from a break. Told myself not to touch the computer for 2 whole days. Succeed. OK, back to blogging again, due to time constrain, i will do a summary of what happened.

Still remember yesterday's SDP lessons? Haha. Learned about relationships. Then we were grouped in order of gender to discuss what girls we are looking for. What each of my group members about the girls they are looking for.

Gabriel - attatched girls ( guys, pls be on the look out for him, he wants your gf )
Shu Ming - any girls
Isaac - non transvitities ( dunno how to spell ) and must be shorter than him ( pls lah, his 180 cm tall, how can any girl be taller than him ??? )
Me - any girl and guy ( lol, kenna saboed by isaac and tim)
Tim - honest girls
Vince - girls with brains and also SHIMs !!!

Vince also added that " lookes does not matter but size does " Hmmm, i wonder what size he is talking about. I mean look at debbie !!! ( no offence )


Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow, So why can't I turn off the radio?

{/Mr V
Monday, May 08, 2006 ( 8:33 PM )

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

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A NEW MEMBER JUST JOIN IN THE FUN!!! Guess who is it??? I shall not reveal. It's that "WE" love to "HOLD" him.

If you think its just another game like in SJI, oh well, how naive can you be ???

And regarding WH's ULTIMATUM, wow, he made it sound so great. I don't really care what he knows about me nor would I give a damn if my ex-classmates is here. They can't possibly do anything. I believe the rules will always stand by those who are righteous and justice. Oh yes you do give a damn.

Wake up V, you are now in JC. Its not as if you are in pri sch where teachers or your dear MUMMY can do anything to protect you. Haha. There is no need for anything physical, rest assured, its just a waste of our strength.

You?, Righteous and Justice, You got to be joking !!! Dun insult those who are really righteous and just.

Anyway ZX and WH, maybe you all should open up your ears and listen to what others got to say about you

Well, if you haven notice, i am always all ears to what people got to say about me. I always ask people to tell me straight in the face about what's wrong with me.

I guess ZX, T and R can defend for themselves, no need for me to go on.

Just something to add, pls go and try to answer the questions on R's blog. If you have someone's name on every question and they are not the same, well, that shows that you are not like V.

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LiNkS To OtHeR RePoRtS AbOuT Mr V

The Mr Perfect Aka V
The 'Long Nose' Aka Zx
The 'Bald Head' Aka T
The best reporter Aka R

I hope i did not insult anyone else other that whom i am intending to insult. All the words under " " are all the names used by V to describe that person.

{/Ultimatum
Saturday, May 06, 2006 ( 4:49 PM )

To VINCE,

I guess you are smart enough to know what to do and what not to do. I know everything about you, you know that. 408 people are all here. Think twice before any action that may inflict harm. Consider it wisely.

{/Road to war
( 3:19 PM )

V want war?

Oh well he says so here http://frozen-hearted.blogspot.com/

Well, he have just found the road leading to it.

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"But so far in CJC, i only see our class ostracise Vince and Shelby, instead of helping them. I find it rather sad. Sometimes its better to let the person know where he done wrong rather than ostracise him. " What does this statement sound like? Provocative?

"You were ostracized in SJI and you think you can get any better in CJC, but too bad, you can't, you are still being ostracized and worse, you are ignorant of it. "

I agree a have an agenda at sec 3, which is to piss people off. My whole class knows that. I live by the sentence, "My purpose in life is to piss people off". I even have chart list on who did i managed to piss off and who is my next target. Did you know that? I bet you don't.

If you think i am being ostracized in SJI, why whenever i tell people in SJI that i am in the same class as Vince in CJC, their first reply was " Why you so suay ??? " Some even add on, " I pity you "

What did i say to them? "Its ok lah, he's not that bad as you think lah"

Here i say good things for you, there you backstab me. FINE

Furthermore, who was the one who was being weggied everyday after school, even with the teacher around smiling and enjoying everybit of it ???

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"I don't know what is WH problem, I have been marking the class attendance for all lectures and all reps seem to be fine with it. He wants to mark it. "

Which teacher says, reps, pass the attendence book to me if not you will get detention ???

I do not want to touch that filthy book of yours.

I will be the one who serve detention, not you, if i do not hand it up.

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"Maybe he should stop 'WORRYING' about other people business, this would helps to reduce balding"

If you do not know the reason for T's balding, do not jump into conclusion and insult him.

If you screw up your relationship who botheres to worry about you. Who even gives a @$%*! about you. Its cause debbie was involved in your screwed up relationship.

"Okay, the story goes on when T copied and pasted our conversation on his blog and R and Zx got implicated inside this never ending tension. T, you are right, "Birds of the same feather flock together". Bitch always goes well with bitches."

In the first place, is there a group of birds you can flock together with ??? Or are those "friends" of yours as you call them, really friends, or just fair weather friends ??? Are you even sure they treat you as friends in the first place ??? If you dun have then dun say people, it only shows people that you are jealous ( suo wei: chi bu dao pu tao suo pu tao suan )

There is some logic error in your sentense though, If T, R ans Zx are bitches, aren't you a bitch too !!!! Shame on you to have a homo sapien's brain. Wasted nature's resources.

I dare to say, there are many more people like T, R and Zx who are against you. If you have done nothing wrong, why will they come after you ???

"There they go supporting Tim and bla bla bla. I guess Tim succeeded in getting supporter. Maybe he is just too afraid to face this himself and needed someone that he can fall on."

Have you not realise that whoever takes the lead against V, everybody ( especially guys ) automatically becomes his supporter ???

If T is as bad as V describe, explain why almost all of V's posters which are torn down instead of T's. Further more, why is V's poster on the toilet urinal and not T's ???

Gab and Me were still going to take your poster off from the urinal when it happen.

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"I respect your project and I am giving your project one more discussion session for it, if we are not able to come out with something perfectly new, I am sorry but I can't take your project." WOW someone try to act nice sia.

If you had wanted to give my project one more discussion, why did you argue so much during PW lesson??

Why you choose to ignore what the others say, even when everybody agree to give the project another try, who was the one who keep stopping us continuing it. Its 4 against 1 yet you still carry on !!!

After that in class, you say give it one more try. HAHA. Nice try, too bad i saw through you immediately.

Who in the right mind will think that your opponent will come up with some things to help you against him ???

Try to act nice to all the girls behind you, making me look like a villian. No wonder some people were saying all the girls behind kenna V's poison.

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If V is really that good, why he dare not allow comments to be posted on his blog ???

{/Untitled
Thursday, May 04, 2006 ( 6:27 PM )

Finally someone broke the silence. Wierd. Idiotic. Mugger. Penalise everything i do. Thanks for letting me know. Anymore comments, let me know.

MI3 was abit boring, some parts are very predictable. The bad guy seemed good to you, while the good guy seemed bad to you. Not much twist in the story too, except for the part when they shot his 'wife' which was infact the translator in disguise.

And I can’t explain what happened, And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done, No I can’t

{/Constipation
Wednesday, May 03, 2006 ( 10:44 PM )

Life is full of shit. That i must truly agree. In fact i tot over it yesterday night. Life is like constipation. You see their faces, all look the same. Like want to laugh like that. In fact in life, people are all wearing mask. On the outside you see that they are very happy, but within them, they are not. You think they are smiling, but in fact they are thinking of ways to bring you down.

When ppl are happy, they are also full of shit. So infact they are shitting when they are happy, metaphorically. My class is super stressful. First was sch work which is stressful enough, then we got some backstabbers and suanners in class to spice up the stress. As if we are not stressful enough. On the verge of insanity.

{/OWNAGE
( 9:14 PM )

Just received a new laptop yesterday night. Cool, its so small ( A4 size ), so light ( 1.5kg ), so fast ( duo processor ). Wanna check out the details? Go here http://www.acer.com.sg/products/travelmate3010/psp_travelmate3010.asp. Ownage laptop for gamming. Its have all the communication tools avaliable. You name it, you got it. Wireless, wired, lan, bluetooth, infrared. Ultra portable.

With Vince in my PW group, its just hard to get things done. He just want to do things his way even though the rest of the group disagress with it. Lol, how self-centered can he be ??? Well, i have let myself down by demoting myself to his level to argue with Vince. I appologise for all the irritating noises comming from my group.

I was amuse by his msn nick though. He says smth about R and ZX being the blacksheep of Josephians in CJC. But in fact all of us know exactly who the blacksheep is, needless to say. When everyone is against you, its obvious there is something wrong with you. Why can't he understand such a simple logic ??? Why am i so suay to have him in my pw group. I think i rather have SHELBY in my group, at least she is not as @#*% up as VINCE! Such people really spoils my day.

Hear the dogs howling out of key, To a hymn called "Faith and Misery"

{/Votes for student council
Tuesday, May 02, 2006 ( 7:18 PM )

Woot, finally the day have come, for us the students of cjc to choose who should represent CJCians to be student councilors. Given between 5 to 8 votes, i only used 7. These are the people whom i voted for ( although i agree its abit biased, 5 josephians!!! ) Tim Swee, Amelia Lee, Sean Lee, Shawn Lee, Jason Tseng, Aaron Tan and Zi Xiang. Lol, i voted for the one above XiuTing and below her but i just forget to vote for her !!! Who ask you not to give us a treat just now in the canteen.

School life is rather screwed up. I am starting to get lost in what i am doing, totally disorganised and really stupid. Can't believe that i flunk my recent math test again. Although its as usual. Best off, the teacher's remark was even better. 'This is the consequence of not using your Graphic Calculator,' ( Its as good as saying serve you right !! What kind of teacher is that ? ) The teachers are stuffing so many knowledge into our brains at any spot in time. Information overload. Whats the point of studying without understanding what you are studying ?

A fool who knows he is a fool is not a fool, but a fool who do not know he is a fool, is indeed a fool. Sometimes i act as a fool, sometimes i am the fool. What exactly am i? A fool or the fool ??? LOL, i dun even know who i am. ( suo wei : se ji shi kong, kong ji shi se, zhen zhen jia jia, jia jia zhen zhen, zhen jia nan fen ) Let me know who i actually am.

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