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Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop 'til they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something
something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

-Crazy, Simple Plan

Unrefrained Blogger




{/Competition Week
Saturday, April 28, 2007 ( 12:35 AM )

Well, after like weeks of eat sleep shit volleyball. Competition week had arrived. We only trainned with a coach and as a team for 2 months !!! Thats pathetically a very short time.

Monday first game against AJC. Lost 2 sets to 0. Well it was a warm up match for us and them was seriously we are in different league. They are the defending champ while we are like noobs. A good comparison is a team from Champion's League vs a team from S league. Total ownage !!! lost 7-25 7-25. We did put in effort to save as many balls as possible but still, we stand no chance. Even coach himself was laughing, and say that our game was gone in like 15 - 20 minutes !!!

Wednesday was our game against TPJC. We are very confident that we could easily win them given their standard of playing. In the end we lost 2 sets to 0. Coach was damn pissed off so are all of us. No, we are not pissed with ourself for playing very badly but we are damn pissed with the main refree. He picked on us the moment we started the game. Severly biased. We are leading by like almost 6-7 points then he would foul us for something. Worst was when we are leading 19-14. He gave the opponent 8 points !!! Through a yellow card, and 6 other fouls which include touch net, crossline, wrong positions..... Lol we play so many times and none of that happened then he suddenly come foul us so many times within a small period of time !!! Resulting in a 25-22, 25-19 defeat. The game is frigging rigged as the coach of TPJC himself is a refree himself !!! WTH. That defeat woke all of us up as we knew the game against TPJC is either a make it or break it to qualify for the 2nd round. Coach did scold us like shit also, cause of some errors here and there.

Friday which is today. We played against VJC, of which is also another strong team vying for the top 4 placing. We lost 2 sets to 0 again, 25-11, 25-14. The atmosphere today is very relaxed as we enjoy our game. Its what we call it as really PLAYING volleyball. We are so relaxed that everybody played to out best. Even though we lost, we lost happily. Coach was even joking with us during the post mortem. Its really a very memorable game we played in which all that we lacked was experience, the only thing which coach cannot teach us. All in all, we played to our heart's content. Well done guys. Prepare for next week's comepetition.

Forget the lost but do not forget what the lost taught us. This was a sentence told to me by one of my teachers when i'm in SJI, and i finally understand the meaning of it.

Oh yeah and this stupid guy from TPJC, he was buzy looking at the 23 girls ( including the ref) in skirts playing hockey that we stepped on my hand during after match reflections with coach!!! Basket, it still hurts like crap now. The second incident was when the volleyballers are watching the guys match between SRJC and HCI i think ( can't rmb the 2nd jc ). Then this guy from another jc was walking pass us and tripped over my leg cause he was looking at the SAJC girls playing volleyball !!!. Its like WTH lah, go competition see girls...

{/Boozed
Sunday, April 22, 2007 ( 7:18 PM )

Happy Birthday Aaron Tan

Well, people do have birthday's you know. So well, happy birthday. Spent the whole of saturday doing nothing at home. Packing my stuffs and listing the to dos, and to buys... At about night time went over to linton house and met up with aaron. Its quite a small celebration of Aaron's brithday. We gamed at linton's house, then play badminton and then basketball. Half-way through 6 people joined in and we played 3v6 basket ball !!! Lol, suprisingly we drew with them given that they have 2 good shooters and are just 1-2 years younger than us on general.

After that we were sweating like nuts and hungry, then aaron who just turned 18 bought alcohol. LOL. Drank Bacardi peach and pls it taste like shit. Orange Bacardi taste better. Then when we try to go back for 2nd round, that stupid shop at linton's house close, so we went to bukit panjang to buy. This time i bought jolly sandy at 7-11. The store keeper just gave me a look and accept payment !!! Never ask for my IC or anything !!! After that Linton and I just sat at Macs and talk as Aaron have to leave early. LOL, we sat and talk about alot of stuffs. And guess what, i bought ice milo. After that milo drink, my head was like wide awake and sleepy at the same time. Some wierd feeling of the head and to add to that uneasyness, i discovered i was running a temperature !!! Haha. Thats for saturday, the 2nd time i touch an alcoholic drink in my life. It seriously doesn't feel very pleasant after drinking and i'm still having a headache now.

Well comepetition's just this comming week and the next, so all the best guys. Talking about competition, you can expect me to see me standing outside class more often for not doing homework!!! First match against VJC tomorrow, may the better team win.

{/Congratulations
Thursday, April 19, 2007 ( 10:06 PM )

Well, today only got congrats congrats and congrats. Haha.

Before talking about the congratulations part, the first period in a day after watching the sex education video, there's this very funny conversation between this guy and girl in my religion class, which upon reflection, shows alot of how different gender thinks.

Mr Chan: What happens / tendency for a male to do after having premarital sex ?
Guy: To go and find someone else
Girl: Thats a very animalistic behaviour
Guy: We are animals in the first place
Girl: Then why do guys marry in the first place?
Guy: By ACCIDENT !!!

First up was yesterday's national cross country. Heard from Poh Chiat that although CJC only won a medal, almost everybody clocked their personal best. Congrats to the ODACers and our cross country team.

Secondly, was the girls first volleyball match this afternoon at CCAB. We won TPJC 2-1 comming back from a 1 game loss. Great job girls, keep up the winning spirit. I guess congratulation's not a strong enough word but still, Congrats. As for guys, good luck for our first match against VJC on monday. Well, we must give them a hard time, must not let them steam roll us !!! We can do it guys. We must have the winning spirit in us.

Thirdly, well this was a few days ago, but till now i still dunno who qualified for the singing finals. So far i heard PQ qualified for both solo and duo, sue maine qualified for dunno what and Linton qualified. The rest i not too sure, but anyway too all who qualified CONGRATS.

Oh yeah, linton made me wait with him for about 45 mins at the bus-stop. Cause he's waiting for SOMEONE. Haha. But the sad thing is that he waited for more than an hour and in the end still did not see her !!!

{/*Cough* *Cough*
Wednesday, April 18, 2007 ( 7:15 PM )

Well, competition is only next week for the guys and tomorrow for the girls. And guess what, This week is a super bad week for me. I started to fall sick, day by day. I started to cough like nuts this few days, lucky i spam strepsils to stop my coughing as much as possible. Then also i dunno what wrong food i ate, i'm having diarrhoea for the 3rd consecutive day today !!! Its like super crappy.

Anyway, cross country's today and Fang Hui from our class is participating. So its Poh Chiat and a few others. Well ALL THE BEST TO FANG HUI AND POH CHIAT. Poh, tsk tsk, try to win Don. Haha.

Well, this today i got into something i somewhat expected. I was in the lazybum club. Haha. Have to stay back in the library for 2 hours every week to study Chem. Walao, Mr Yee, i do your homework you still like that. Guess what, i saw jason there !!!

Hola, my volleyball jersey is here. And its like white with golden numbers and black collar. Well, the first thing i step into the class, i receive comments saying the shirt is damn ugly. Well i couldn't deny it, even i too find it not very appealing, but who cares ???

GOOD LUCK GIRLS FOR YOUR MATCH AGAINST TPJC TMR

Someday, somehow, I'm gonna make it all right but not right now, I know you're wondering when, You're the only one who knows that

{/Miserable 2 weeks
Saturday, April 14, 2007 ( 12:14 AM )

After 9 Days, 10 formats and 31 Windows installation, I finally give up on recovering my old harddisk. I pronounced it dead. And it managed to convince my parents into buying me a new harddisk. Now i got a temporary 20GB, while they are going to buy me another 80GB one. Haha, now thats 2 harddisks. Wheeee.

Last week many things happened. Trainnings became monday, wednesday and fridays. Till about 7pm each day. By the time i reach home, eat, bathe and do a little bit of hw, its time to sleep. I spent the rest of the day trying to fix my computer but to no avail.

Tuesday was the best day ever, i chiong home at 2pm just to go home to sleep. LOL. For the first time in my JC life, i had an afternoon nap !!! I slept from 3-7pm then after that woke up for dinner and some tv. Went back to bed at 9pm !!! I din't know i was really that sleep deprived.

Wednesday was Napfa. I'm really sry, boss. Its was really unintentional. I psed Joseph accidentally causing him to get silver due to 2.4km run. I scraped at lousy timing of 11.59 as the weather was like shit, but he got 12.06. I finally got a gold in Napfa with 23points. I can't believe that i slip and fell all 3 times while doing shuttle run and still managed to get 10.2s !!! Not trying to say i'm fast but dunno why i keep slipping and falling.

Thursday got maundy thursday mass. Mdm Hanisah told me to go to class, after that i realise i was suppose to be in the hall. Anyway in that mass, people go around washing other people's feet. A very funny question popped into my head. What if the guy you are washing got athlete's foot !?!?! GG !!!

Friday was good friday, as the name suggest, it was really a good friday. Went to swim and sun tanning with linton in the morning. He's gonna need a miracle to meet the qualifying timings !!! But miracles do happen. After that rush down to East Coast to join my class mates. I thought it's a class outing, turn out only Joel, Min Hui, Weiji, Joseph, Lynette and Peiqi went. Anyway all except Lynette, Pei Qi and I bladed. As for the 3 of us, we cycle. Its a long time i cycled, and i still cannot forget my mountain bike and the fun and crazy things i did with it. Stupid bee go make a nest on my mountain bike !!! Argh, i have to throw my bike away.

Well i did a lot of stupid things lah, it was purely random. At first i use joel's shoe to steer the bike, then later Min Hui say hang on the brake. In the end i still keep dropping joel's shoe here and there and have to stop to pick them up !!! Haha. My slingbag also got caught at the rear wheel as i forget to take a basket for my bag. The most funny thing is that I cycle very fast, then suddenly braked and tried to turn, thinking that i was still on my mountain bike. Stupid rental bike, and stupid me. I forget to press the rear break and the whole bike came flipping forward throwing me off the bike and i injuired my balls. It kinda hurt alot. Well, its fun though, doing all the random and stupid stuff. Haha. No pain no gain.

After that they want to go play lan so we walk through roxy square. That joseph damn high, so start walking into walls !!! Damn lame. We're suppose to walk to katong shopping centre budden joel lead us to katong mall if i never remember the name wrongly. In the end, we end up shopping at cold storage. Pei Qi got literally stuck at the cookie section until they decided to go joseph's house to bake cookies.... I wonder if they are edible, and even if they are edible, will you have stomachache !?!?! :p

Saturday morning we played friendly again Pasir Ris Secondary volleyball and drew 2 games to 4. Then rush home after that to fix computer again. So was my sunday spent fixing my laptop.

This week was not as interesting though. Monday, wednesday, friday trainning again. And also morning trainning on thursday. Argh 6.30am in school !!! That is the time i wake up usually. Basket, eat into my sleeping time.

Wednesday, Shelby was starting to be a pain. She scolded Lynette at bitch and go about picking arguments from people. Her mindset was fixed at the point where everybody is against her, so no matter what we tell her, she wouldn't listen but would just argue for the sick of arguing. Hai, ren yi shi feng ping lang jin, tui yi bu hai kuo tian kong. Its not easy to just ignore her cause she will do all sorts of things to attract your attention and her voice is like those very irritating kind also.

Thursday, I can't really remember what happened, all i know is that Min Hui cried in class. Emotions are kind of hard to explain sometimes. Well shes up and smiling after the 2nd period. After school was a mad rush here and there. And this part of my life is called rushing...

Friday which is today. Nothing much to blog at except Shelby again. Sian lah dun wanna blog about her liao lah. Waste my time. She say Jasmine is a slut, argue with dunno who during phy lesson................................ I wonder when will the list ends. Anyway our class got a World Map. And we are suppose to choose 2 countries and present to the class. I chose UAE and Hungary. Trainning was like nothing today suprisingly. The only difference is that we swapped courts with the girls and that i was super hungry after trainning. Oh yeah and i saw pixiang at orchard after trainning. He lookes very different with long hair, almost couldn't recgonise who he is, even though he is waving and jumping and calling out my name at Orchard Road.

Your fragile, folded wings, are just tired from the pure blue sky. You don't have to force your smiles for anyone. Its okay to smile... for yourself

{/CJCSB confuoco V
Sunday, April 01, 2007 ( 2:21 PM )

Well actually we planned this class outing for the 3 china chinese, but they pangseh us !!! I went out in the morning to do my stuff then met Tim, Weiji, Isaac, Pee Sheng, Pei Qi and Min Hui to play CS at Yishun. Kinda waste of time though. And Tim is pawning everybody in the game. Haha.

After lunch we took 859 to Swarmi to help out. Not alot of people there though, isaac have to go back to school for choir and Andrew and Xiuting did not go swarmi also due to some concert thingy. Well, did the normal stuff like give them food and then play with them. After that went down to CJC for the concert.

Met Isaac, Xiuting and Andrew there. Oh yeah and we met Gerald and Ethal. Then that isaac keep disturbing them, haha. Gerald's face turned red as usual. But well, the band performance is quite good. Not much comments though. I saw Tim falling asleep halfway during the nightwatch song... That song is quite EMO !!! Show all the pics and words... Oh yeah and i saw Nurul with Von too !!! Haha. Well, nothing much actually just that Pee Sheng psed us to watch movie "23" with himself !!! and Joseph psed us also saying that he gave the ticket to his friend, i presume he gave it to gerald for ethal. But well, yeah i was supprised that Bro Paul also clapped with the others when they wanted Encore !!! That really wasn't expected from him.

Go easy on my conscience, Cause it's not my fault, I know I've been taught, To take the blame