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Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop 'til they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something
something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

-Crazy, Simple Plan

Unrefrained Blogger




{/First wave of heat
Thursday, August 30, 2007 ( 6:39 PM )

Woah, lookes like exams got me dulled too, haven been blogging for like 10 days or so. Well during this break nothing really much happened. Somehow or rather something got over me and i decided to sit down to study. Thanks to all the people who encouraged me and bugged me to study. Oh yeah and also to that irritating buddy who had kept my portable harddisk which i installed my dota in, for almost 1 month already. ( I need it back soon )

Night study and afternoon study was well very productive except for 1 day where i practically played Don's DS throughout the whole night study.

It all started on monday when I realised that Chem paper 2 and Physics Paper 2 are on the same day as Econs and GP respectively 1 week ago. My plan of spending 1 week to study econs math paper 2 and GP suddenly had a big flaw in it. Ends up i gave up on that 2 paper2s. Focus on Gp and Econs more impt.

Thursday was supposed to be playing floorball, but Mr Ho had something on last minute and had to leave school. He came back to school at about 8pm or so. So yeah, first things first i didn't LEGEND you all okay? And secondly to Lynette especially, its not his fault, he had something urgent okay? He'll make it up for us after our prelims.

Monday was Econs and Chem. Well Econs was quite okay i would say, if i didn't misunderstood the questions like what i did in CA. I need more time to fine tune my answers. I think got chance to get D and above. Chem on the other hand, i do not wish to talk about it.

Tuesday was GP and Phy. GP was suprisingly easier than our mock paper. Especially the AQ and Summary which were very direct. The short questions however are a killer. Physics well i dunno what to say about it, the questions i see is all can do, just that i didn't study so i dunno the formulars. This is so fustrating, giving free marks away. Argh, Damned.

Math paper 2, well the only thing i can say is i tried my best, and will have no regrets no matter the outcome for paper 2. So far i lost 11 marks in unanswered questions. It should not be that bad that i will fail my paper 2 i suppose. The best part of it was my first page, it was a blank page with my name writen on it. You can say that is a cover page. Haha.

Wednesday also happen to be Jasmine's as well as Mr Lim's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE and MR LIM. Lols 2 people born on the same day, with totally different mentality.

Oh yeah and i almost forgot, Wenxi's brithday was on Monday. Happy Birthday Wenxi

Btw i'm sick now, all thanks to Xiuting who coughed directly at me ! Now i kenna flu. Man she truely lived up to her name "Wen Shen"

Sometimes i wonder how ironic things in life can be. Teachers planning their teachers day concert and then they go to the concert and 'wow' my students did these for me. "Woah" I'm so touched... Sniff* Sniff*

Currently there isn't any nice movies for me to watch so i decided to change to dramas. Well i watched it overnight from about 10pm till about 7am this morning and i finally finished it. Its a japanese volleyball drama about this girl who became japan no.1 volleyball player. Dun ask me why the drama is named Attack No.1, but you can always find it at crunchyroll.com. Its quite a nice drama, worth a watch, though you might wish to skip some parts.

{/Dulled
Saturday, August 18, 2007 ( 4:43 PM )

Another week passed. 1 more week less to prelims and i only studied afew topics. Times flies and soon this pain is over, i'll be slaughtered by then.

There isn't any juicy to blog about recently. Everybody's life have been dulled by the up comming prelims. Its kind of sad to see everybody suddenly losing part of their self and spend time mugging. But well, we ain't got a choice, this is Spore, a meritocratic nation with kiasu parents and a rigid education environment which kills the 'life' in us.

Monday to Wednesday was a relentless pursuit of time to study for test. Not one day pass without test, be it chemistry or physics. Well it wasn't a wonder that we got back sucky results from our chem teacher Mr Yee. Chem is not an easy subject to study unlike physics in which we still can pass by knowing the concept. Chem has a lot of memorising requires a lot of understanding and thinking. Thats not all, whats worst is that Mr Yee gave up on us just before our 2nd last lap of our jc eductational race. Thursday our chem test was cancelled as he thinks that we are wasting his time and effort to mark our papers. Wow, i can't belief that came out of his mouth. On the other hand, we finally had some space to breathe at least.

Thursday was Joseph's Birthday. Happy Birthday JOSEPH KOH. Went out with the class to watch 不能说的秘密 at bishan. Out of so many places must be at Bishah, somemore we end class at 4pm then book the movie time at 4.30. Lols, madness. The movie is very very nice except for the fact that the ending is roughly predictable espcially when the demolision ball going towards jay chou. Well the movie's really very touching and can really melt hearts!!! Jasmine, Pei Qi and Min Hui cried lynette didn't i think. Super EMO show. For once i contemplated to watch the movie for a second time !!! I still think its worth it. Somehow or rather during the movie my eye became dry so i rubbed abit, ends up my eye turned red and that stupid Min Hui thinks that i cried. LOLS. Still go tell ppl somemore and ask them to ask me!!! No morals. Haha. Btw i found a few more emo ppl in class also. Lols, maybe its a side effect of studying too much. Haha.

Today suprisingly my parents suddenly brought me to watch fireworks. Well it was spectacular with dazzling displays of fireworks and a huge variety of them too. What's more is that my dad stopped his car on the highway just nice at the bridge for us to have a very clear view of the fireworks !!! Cool. After that he drove us to Prata house for supper. What a wonderful saturday night.

My msn nick is not in regard to anybody okay? I've been getting alot of comments on both my msn nick and my personal nick. For my msn nick, it was just my random thoughts, so yah. ( well thats if you really belief what i say ) Haha. And for my personal nick, well it was a phrase i thought of during a discussion and thats what most guys think, deep down inside. Dudes, i wrote what you think, stop denying. Somewhere along the way i bet you will understand why. And i bet its vice versa in some cases also, so its not really sexist but rather its comming out from 1 side of story.

More movies, lols. High school musical 2, rush hour 3 and more... Right now i'm quite sian. I spent like 2 hours trying to find the movie 不能说的秘密. When i finally found it and got it onto my computer after 1 whole day, i can only watch part 1 !!! Part 2 got some error. Wa piang eh, very the wet blanket. Argh, spent another like 3 hours today searching for another source. Hope it comes out well this time round.

{/Movie Mania
Saturday, August 11, 2007 ( 10:26 PM )

Wednesday was national day eve and we had to go back to school for celebration. It was okay lah, with the self entertaining teacher as emcee who makes people sing so that he can sing, and ask for crowd participation. The JC2 skits were very hilarious but the JC1 skits spoils the whole show. Not that i'm biased or what but just that they sould put the JC1 skits infront and the JC2 skits behind at the very least.

After that went to Botak Jones at toa payoh there for lunch. Man, the serving was large and good yet it was cheap. I can't believe that some of my classmates are so DS crazy that they even turn off the fan and used the wall plug to charge their dying DS !!! Haizzz, what got over them? Sigh... Their really getting very anti...

Went to dota with joseph, weiji, peiqi, gerard, shuming and pee sheng at bukit timah plaza after that. Was quite okay in the first game but died like hell in the second game due to wrong item build. Haha, computer games are just not my cup of tea. Anway had to leave after the 2nd game to meet up with linton and aaron to swim and play soccer at night. Played with some other strangers and well i was being tyco again, with 3 assists.

Thursday was National Day. Happy Birthday Singapore. Lols. Went to Marina to watch fireworks. Somehow or rather all the roads are heavily congested and practically not moving at all. When the fireworks started, almost everybody got out from their vehicles, drivers included and just run to an opening to watch the fireworks !!! The thing which baffles me is that after the fireworks, the vehicles on the road are not moving, yet more and more cars continue to turn in to the road and add to the jam !!! and then they horn !!! Lols.

Movie mania. Spent most of my Friday Saturday and Sunday staying up late watching movies. They include:
House Of Flying Daggers
Dragon Tiger Gate
Hinokio
Twins Mission
Evil Cult

{/Senses
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 ( 12:43 AM )

Well, i must say thanks to all those who knocked some sense into me. Namely Pee Sheng, Alkhaff, Hisham, Linton and Aaron. The words they said to me these few days woke me up from my trance and back into reality; the cruel reality of life in the world out there.

Each person make me realise something about life which i have not thought seriously about. Pee Sheng; competitions in life. Alkhaff and Hisham; be contended. Linton and Aaron; the future.

Thanks

{/Stuck in enclosure
Monday, August 06, 2007 ( 11:32 PM )

I dunno what got over me during the weekends. Maybe cause its my desperation to get out from my house which felt like i'm behind bars in it. Or that i'm so pek cek that i got no computer games to play. Xiuting ar xiuting, return me my portable harddisk so that i can dota and learn how to play standard game. I can't believe i'm bored enough and went to play the PIANO !!! Something which i have not done since Sec 4. I'm really going nuts, i can't believe i decided to go for night study on monday too. I must be out of my mind at that point in time, but since its already set i have to go.

Anyway today was our last PE lessons. It was held in class and Mr Ho talk to us about our SGC and also our PEARLS paper. Somehow or rather i felt sad that this is how we spent our last pe lesson; In the classroom! Craps, pe was fun all along. Played frisbee, soccer, bball, floorball, handball, softball, badminton.... throughout 2 years. I'm gonna miss PE !!!

Other than that jasmine brought a rubik's cube to school today and practically everybody was playing with it. I almost cause it to get confiscated by playing it during Econs lecture, but luckily i managed to get the cube back by answering a question after lecture.

Night study today was very funny. At about 9.30 there was a big commotion as some people namely Alvan, Daniel, Moses and Victor were trapped in the library dicussion room. They door could not open and they did stupid things like writing words on paper and stuffs. It was real funny. They are like as what the teachers say, stuck in encloseure !!! Haha.

来无影,去无踪,像随意的风

{/What a week
Thursday, August 02, 2007 ( 10:46 PM )

Lookes like i've been gone for quite sometime. Been very buzy with NYAA, doing it till the wee hours of the night, even gave sleeping a miss. Slept only about 16 hours in this 4 days. Very tired indeed, i'm suprised i still can talk cock in class. I missed my bed, xD.

Man, i hope someone would just kindly help me blog.

Lets see, Friday after school, went to watch Simpsoms with my classmates. Can't really rmb who went, i think Shu Ming ( you are supposed to say wow ! ), Tim, Joseph, Gerard, Weiji, Pee Sheng, Peiqi and Jasmine. Waited for Joel for like 1 hour, then when he appear he says he wanna go trainning. WTH, wasted 1 hour and he PS us !!! Argh. But anyway that movie was the funniest i have ever seen so far. Was laughing all the way from the start till the end.

Got 1 part is like the producers damn horny lah. The dad challenge the son go to dunno where on skate board naked, then you can see they keep covering up his dick. Then finally when he almost reach, he pass by a hedge where it cover everypart of his body except his dick. WTH. Then also got this part the dad wanna escape through the sick hole and while he is sinking down the sinkhole, he go around pointing middle finger at all the people and suddenly he got stuck !!! The part i like best was halfway through the movie, the screen suddenly goes black and said, to be continued...... then ppl start shouting wth and suddenly the screen shows to be continued.........Immediately! LOLS

Saturday morning was spent going to SAJC to support Weiji, Peiqi and Sue Maine in their South zone chinese karaokay singing competition. Supposed to meet Lynette, Min hui, Salimah, Tim and Gerard at 9 am, but then Joseph came late for breakfast and also traffic jam so in the end met them at about 9.30am. Haha. Sue Maine came in first with her solo and the Weiji and Peiqi came in third for the duet. Congrats. And due to the overwhelming supporters for Sue Maine, the supporters got the best supporter award. Lame right?

After that was lunch at Macs which is practically free for me thanks to the free burger Gerard had. The guys went down to suntec convention centre first while the girls go home change. Went we reach the arcade then we realise that Weiji still in sch uniform, so cannot go in. Sianzzz, ends up the 4 of us namely Joseph, Gerard, Weiji and me sit at a bench and sleep while waiting for joel and the girls.

When they arrive we go straight to arcade, saw some very pro people playing ddr. ( Tsktsk, Peiqi and Minhui dun dare to play after that for a while cause scared malu ) Haha. While joel, gerard and i just walk aimlessly around. In the end just play 1 game of Datona. Man that 1 buck was super worth it. Well i must say i didn't regret playing with Gerard as it was ages perhaps 4 years since i have found someone who is a true challenger, usually can just pawn ppl, but Gerard pose a very tough competition and both of us made it in time !!! WOOTS. Nice game, dude, lets play again sometime soon.

Then after that went with Lynette, Min Hui, PeiQi and Gerard to the scholarship fair, ends up its only a very small fair with a few compaines like singapore press holdings, hdb all those, governmental kind i would say. We met up with Joseph they all at the arcade at Marina after that. They say wanna stay to watch npd preview at esplanade there. Then this irritating thing happened. My parents called and summoned me to Great World City to watch Harry Potter. Buy ticket already then call me and want me to be there in 20mins time. LOL. They very the wth leh, everytime summon me at the wrong time. Haizzz. I managed to rush there in time, briskwalking like siao until i reach funan before taking a bus down. First time i took a bus when i am in a hurry. Not bad, it did not fail me, i didn't know public transport is that efficient.

The movie i would say its below average. The movie is not as good as the one before i guess it must be the producer lah. All 5 movies all different producer !!! They make until the fighting part at the minister of magic not nice lah. My brother on the other hand thinks that the movie really sucks and that it skips alot of parts. Luckily i heeded Nurul's advice, not to read the book first. If not i think i'll be cursing and swearing at the producer for spoiling such a good book. Seriously speaking i dun think the movie is a run for your money but rather its not really worth it.

2 movies in 2 days and finish 2 medium popcorns myself. Lols i think i start to have a phobia for popcorns already !!!

Sunday was spent chioning NYAA so is the rest of Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. So sian, i do nyaa and only nyaa, gave all my hw a miss, now i'm covered under this huge pile of homework. Furthermore still got test !!! And also Chem hw. Very impt cause Mr Yee like really super pissed off with us like that.

Wedesday, was carrer day. Spent the whole day going around from LT to LT listening to talks. Went to Business and Finance, IT, Engineering ( pure waste of time) NTU engineering talk and SMU talk. Went with Sue Maine, Shin and Min Hui for the talk on Buiness and Finance. It was given by a nice chap in his late 40's 50's i think. Can tell he is a josephian by the way he speaks, and true enough he is one. He came empty handed just come and talk about his company but somethings he said are quite true. The ability to convey message and influence people is very important. His jokes are very funny but at times lame, otherwise it was good.

IT was up next, man it was so good that i won't mind sitting inside there for the next hour or so. The things they talk about are so fun lah. It might not make sense to most ppl but i understand everything as he talk about those ancient programming language like BASIC, PEARL those kind, and also the buying of a 8mb RAM and installing windows using 25 floopy disk. Damn funny. Then they also show this new clip about this interactive computer which is comming out soon about 16k USD each and it is like a table with touchscreen. Also showed us Popfly a closed alpha program, and he keep suanning BRO PAUL cause the internet is super slow.

Engineering was next and i swear it was a waste of time. Some civil engineer who plans the impact of traffic when new buildings are constructed. The only thing i did there was to play tic-tac-toe with Jessica. It was boring until the last part where he mention his work with the architects, who wants to have parallel parking. Haha. Other than that was the other 2 university talks which i fell asleep in 1 and wide awake in the other. Went back to class after that for survey and then PRATA. Linton was so wth lah, treat him milo dinosaur cause i happy that day also make so much noise. LOL!!!