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Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop 'til they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something
something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

-Crazy, Simple Plan

Unrefrained Blogger




{/Remaking mistake of a fool
Monday, January 28, 2008 ( 7:56 PM )

Lols, so much for doing something productive yesterday. I spent my whole day fixing my com again. Now i got 5 computers at home and the irritating is that they take turn to spoil. Dammit, wasted the whole day on my desktop. Anyway i met gab at the lobby yesterday and we started talking. When i want ot leave for dinner, he dun let me go cause jas dunno ask him what qns to ask me. LOLS !!! When i dun tell him he say i dun tell him. When i tell him, he dun believe me. -_-" Haha.

Today was well tiring, worked like siao but the thing is that i did something very funny and stupid and RANDOM today. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Can't stop laughing after that. Also i can't believe i made the same mistake twice, but this time its damn funny. HAHAHA HEHEHE HOHOHO. I'm not mad as oppose to what some people think, its just funny due to the way the whole conversation is carried out =)

{/WHEEEE
Saturday, January 26, 2008 ( 11:06 PM )

Well in a flash, 2 weeks have gone by. My work has been keeping me very busy everyday with OTs and OTs and more OTs. To make things worst, i need about an hour to go home so ends up reaching home no earlier than 8pm everyday.

This week was less physically taxing as there wasn't any logistic stuffs to do, but on the other hand, this week is very mentally taxing and i guess my further weeks will be somewhere along the same line. First i got this big pile of paper to sort, its slightly more than 1m tall! and i have to sort them into year, follow my month then by report number !!! After like 3 days i'm still stuck at the 2004 pile, and moving on to the 2007 pile. Also i have to do many things like calling companies to come collect their cert, that simple process simple as it sounds isn't simple at all. Have to call them ask who to attention to, then need to draft letter to sign........... Not easy as it seems. Then also my supervisor ask me do some confidential stuffs also! Anyway its still the beginning and to me its a lot to learn so its both fun and interesting. I hope i'll still enjoy my work as i slowly apporaches a month. Haha.

Anyway i realise my workplace is like super duper stressful, I'm thankful i'm still sane. Just this week there is this girl being sent to hospital by ambulance after she collapsed during work and i heard this is not the first time someone collapsed.

Friday was finally here which spells the end of the week. Got this very funny surveyor whos sighing on a friday evening, curiousity kicked in and i ask him why he sighed when weekend is just a few hours away. " I sigh is not cause of the weekend ahead, i sigh because of the past 5 days" he replied. Haha. Man relax, relax, relax. And so i ended up at fish and co with linton to relax. At first we hope fish and co will be quiet, then came on the live band and this bunch of mad people ( about 10 girls ) they are like totally kisiao kind ( they are like jasmine + peiqi + minhui !!! ) ITS TOTAL MADNESS !!! Then came this bunch of hua chong j1 and guess what? They did their freaking cheers in FISH & CO !!! LOLS ( go back to hc pls). I dun mind the noise coming from the band and other groups just that this 2 groups of people are like WTH, doing wrong things and wrong time, one group did a lot of crazy things and laugh like siao then the other thought its school and cheer like nobody's business. LOLS. Anyway dinner was good and quite relaxing.

Today, i was dragged out of bed to accompany my bro to look for his JC. Guess what, the jcs which we went, everybody thought i'm the one gonna apply for JC !!! ( At work also ppl tot i'm waiting for my o lvls ) Sian diao, stop treating me like a KID !!! I demand to be seen and treated as a teenager !!!

My afternoon was spent at borders cause lyn wasn't sure whether to change the class gathering from woodlands to town anot. Ends up its at woodlands so i went home to wash up and a short nap before going out to woodlands to meet minhui, isaac, xiuting, andrew, joel, tim, lynette, peesheng and jacq for dinner at swensons. Then all the 'botak' people start talking about army.... Tim was like 'chaota'ed, Isaac was so happy that he is finally under 100kg and joel still look like a small boy =) Well i'm quite suprised everybody else is working and all worked admin except for lyn who works as a relief teacher.

Tmr, i need to do something to keep myself relaxed and ready for the grueling week ahead. Any suggestions?

{/A pat on the back and a good job
Thursday, January 17, 2008 ( 11:52 PM )

Today marks my first week of working.

In 1 week, i turned from a newb to the one controlling ALL and i really mean ALL the logistics of the company's golf tournament at TMCC. And it really went on well, seeing my boss and boss's boss getting all the praise from other country managers and other CEOs ( minium 130 of them ), makes me feels very happy. I felt quite awkward though as i'm the only kid ( literally the youngest !!! ) among all the CEO's and other high ranking staffs. The worst part, i was personally invited to the dinner by my boss's boss the country manager of Singpapore ( but then again, i have to do some work, abit actually like the prize giving, lucky draw, reception....) so i couldn't say no.

Well at the end of the whole dinner, i realised something very simple. A very simple act, which makes all the employees hardwork worth while. A nice pat on the back and a good job by your boss. For me, it was a nice pat on the back and a good job from my boss's boss's boss. The VP of the whole organisation which took me by suprise. All my hardwork and OT's are worthwhile...... ( Not forgetting everybody who guided me and this fellow temporary staff also waiting for a lvl's at my company, for all her 'entertainment' and food )


Its magical, just a pat on the back and a good job. It simply is.

{/'flew'
Monday, January 14, 2008 ( 10:11 PM )

Crap i'm down with 'flew' today, as a matter of fact the whole to today i'm feeling headache-y and groogy. Spent a lot of time going to the toilet to blow my nose, i think the amount of tissue paper i used can fill a NTUC plastic bag !!!


Anyway to my that neighbour-friend whom i say i'm not going to say happy birthday to, Happy 16th Birthday. ( I doubt she'll know my blog anyway )

Ha~~~~ HA ~~~~~ HA CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Craps, i'm tired ( from all the sneezing, i'm suprised sneezing so many times can use up so much engery so much so that i'm tired !!!! HAHA ) CYA! May tomorrow be a brighter day =) Ha~~~~ HA~~~~~ HA CHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

{/BYE DUDES, CYA ON JAN 27
Friday, January 11, 2008 ( 9:06 PM )

Met Joseph Joel Gerard Shuming for almost 3 days consecutively.

Sunday as the class decided to ps me, i managed to convince joseph and weiji to come all the way to orchard to join me. Then we go for lunch at ps swensons while waiting for gerard. After that Weiji wanted to play dota very badly and ends up we lost both games, man after 1 month plus of not dotaing everybody's skills sucks. Okay Joel join us later for dinner while weiji took his leave, he has to book in. Then shu ming who was at ps joined us for dinner before going to starbucks to chillout.

Monday, Joseph cycled all the way to my house while Joel came over after his driving. Went for lunch before hitting the gym. Shortly after joel took joseph's bike and cycle all the way to beach road while joseph and i took at bus there, ate our dinner and almost decided to start our dessert. Joel took a while longer as he made a wrong turn and ends up going home before taking a bus down to beach road to join us.

Tuesday was in town since about 12pm. Met up with joel at about 3.30 before meeting shuming then peesheng. Then we head to lucky plaza for a game of pool while waiting for joseph, lynette and Don. Then we went over to takashimaya for dinner while that blur kok min hui was at lucky plaza, met up with her and peiqi before joining the others at taka to eat sushi. Okay i tot at first die liao cause i was being FORCED to sit with minhui and peiqi and that peiqi keep emoing like siao, but later okay lah. Not that bad. Then jasmine came to join us later with her package, actually its gabriel's package i should say, but anyway that 2 barger joined us. Then just nice while i was going to the toilet i met Shawn, my secondary sch friend so stoped to talk to him. The funny thing is that my class thought i run away then ask mh call me. HAIZZZZZZ! WTH, my money on the table i run away for? LOLS. I was only away for a little while longer then cannot already.

Lols now i'm bored thats how my week gonna pass, week end is tmr !!! WOOTS, and i'm still 14 year old damnit. But at least there is something today for me to be very happy about. =) HAHAHAHAHAHEHEHEHEHEHEHOHOHOHOHO =)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)

{/14 year old kid
Thursday, January 10, 2008 ( 9:19 PM )

Wah, chiam liao lah, i tot people were joking only. Then today also some other people ask if i'm 14 years old. Crap, which part of me resembles 14??? The only thing i want about 14 is that i can use my ezlink card to take bus rides. Now its freaking adult price and its damn expensive.

Man why am i 14? cause of my childish, naive or do i just look young?

{/Pissed
Monday, January 07, 2008 ( 10:30 PM )

Well yesterday there was suppose to be a class gathering for lunch 12pm at orchard. Whats the point to ask me to organise when nobody comes?

Some say confirm can come, then last minute say cannot, if like suemaine sick still understandable. Some confirm already then last minute decide to go with other groups do other stuffs!! Where's your commitment to your verbal agreements???

Some even better, 12pm meet, tell me at 12.30pm SAY LAST MINUTE CANNOT COME. 12.30 then say cannot come!!!! Not 1 but many, all one by one at around 12.15 to 12.45 all sms say last minute cannot make it then ends up I'm the only person there. CANNOT COME SAY CANNOT COME, AND BLOODY HELL SAY IT EARLIER.

Then also got this bunch of people, no matter how much i ask them to reply if going or not, they won't even reply at. CANNOT READ ENGLISH IZZIT ????? Wheres your fucking courtesy to reply people's messages???







I'm just damn disappointed...... I'm being forced to rethink everything about my class.


They say as you grow up, the lessons you learn will be more painful and indeed it was. I've learnt a very painful lesson yesterday about being enthusiastic on class gatherings and also on organising them.

{/Welcome 2008
Tuesday, January 01, 2008 ( 3:48 AM )


Happy New Year

Say goodbye to 2007 and welcome 2008 =)

A quick recap of the year 2007, it was quite a tough year for me with alot of expectations and high hopes are pinned on me. I delivered some and failed miserably in others too. Well life is full of ups and downs and that i hope i can learn and gain from the many experiences i acquired over this year and hope it would help me develop more as to who i am.

Morning, met Joseph at KAP for breakfast before heading to Ngee Ann Poly to play basket ball. Well being new year day's eve, i'm quite suprised to see the canoeist are having a camp in school! We then went to his house to watch BORAT. Man, it left a permanent scar in my head seriously. Some parts are damn lame and the others are DAMN GROSE. ARGH. Anyway we went for lunch after that and he left to meet his church friends while i go home to take a short nap.

Met linton at 8.30 pm. That bargger made me wait for him for a whole 30mins flat, still tell me dun be angry, must smile. KIAM PAH. Haha. Anyway met up with Wei Jiang afterwards and went to Esplanade. As it was still early about 9.30, we decided to go up to the viewing gallery but it was closed for some private function. Guess what, we played with the lift and we managed to get up to the viewing gallery !!! but was chased down soon after. Man i swear that 1 hour inside the lift was damn fun and worth it, spending our last few minutes of 2007 playing with the lift at esplanade. Haha.

Anyway we went out just in time for the fireworks, and it was wonderful. The dazzling display of fireworks lasted a whole 8 minutes and it was real great. After that was going around trying to shake as many people's hand as possible and say Happy New Year. Haha. Even went up to this police officer and shake his hand =) Oh and they jammed the whole cellphone connection over at esplanade, the only reliable mode of communication is left with walkie talkies.

After that i met up with Lian Fei my long lost best friend in sji. Well full of shit as usual, we decided to go Al-alzar for dinner and to catch up with each other. Our plan was disrupted as there was no more buses, so ends up we decided to walk home all the way from Newton MRT Station. We pop by the first 7-11 we saw at balmoral and went to grab some stuffs, well we met some other sji guys also including nigel. Anyway the walk home is damn fun, oh and we somehow or rather frighten his lady ( non singaporean ) cause we were walking and walking and slowly catch up with her and she ran!!! haha. Do we even look like bad guys in the first place???

Reached home at about 3.30am and woah i'm flat out, but it was dead fun.