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Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop 'til they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something
something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

-Crazy, Simple Plan

Unrefrained Blogger




{/CEO COC Parade
Sunday, October 25, 2009 ( 4:56 PM )

Well the COC parade have its pros and cons. Cons is that by the end of the first day of training, i'm already tanned. By the third, i start to peel already. Pros is that well, we get to stay out on wed and thursday. Oh not forgetting thursday afternoon and friday morning off!

Thurday after book out went to watch inglorious bastards with tsu ern, marcus and calvin. They are damn joke and calvin kenna conned by some prudential girl to ask him to sign up for some savings plan. Still dunno what trial 1 month... The movie well was very random, and sometimes its even too random for me! But some part damn funny yet sadistic.. but well according to tsu ern its a full of crap and a total waste of money

The parade went well on friday and after that everybody was in a hurry to go home and then also somethings happen which was quite funny. It was kind of a complicated process where we have to go to hq to draw office key, then office key inside must go find the keypress key and stuffs but yeah, this lcp at the hq was very annoyed when jia he and i asked him which keys are we required to draw for the office key and say he dunno, we should know, that kind of stuffs. Then when we finally found out the correct key to draw and jia he wrote his name and rank down the guy got a shock and he suddenly change expression and tone! he became more courteous and gave us the key nicely. Then after that its my turn to return the key, but well the pen got some problem then he said in a very annoyed toned like why you cannot write properly and stuffs, then once again when he saw my rank he stunned and then talk nicely and ask if we are new here... WTH, though we went out of the room laughing like mad, but i still feel that guy is quite screwed up, i know its a friday and you very sian you got duty till nxt morning but this is no way to talk to any person be it same rank or not when he didn't even offend you la...

Anyway after that we went out with grayson to amk hub for dinner. and after dinner was when shit happens to grayson and me. Kenna tricked by a ruse used by the prudential promoters to catch out attention then they try to hard sell us the savings plan; the same one sold to calvin just the day before. They held us there for more than 1 hour and mind you they are really persistent and they try to brainwash you.

Sat! Finally a class outing since ages ago. Quite surprised with the turnout as theres even a rare appearance by Tim, Shu Ming and Joel! The rest all quite usual like pq, brian, mh, lyn, don, boss, weiji and xt. Had a change of location this time, instead of all the usual swensons, fish and co and stuffs we ate at paragon DING TAI FENG! Supper was at keppel bay where by in the process of getting there lynette lost her way and ended up near nus! Thats what happens when a lady is at the wheel =)

Sunday, dim sum for lunch, thats 2 times in a row! Dammit, i'm starting to get sick of all the dim sums already...

{/Home Visitation Program
Sunday, October 18, 2009 ( 7:35 PM )

The good news this week is that my ankle's better though it still hurt when i exert weight on it. I need to start exercising, been getting fat.

I'll anyhow write this post la, cause dunno why i just cannot think now. Dammit like kenna jamed like that so just bear with me for just this post.

The two COS duties are really very boring most of the time. Brought 4 books even purposely went to buy 1 of them, and guess what i finished 3! Lols. Anyway booked out on thursday as we have some home visitation program. Met up with grayson zhenwei zhihan chongshuo timothy and brian for breakfast at macs early morning 8am at toa payoh. The program was quite fun with alot of role plays and our instructor was no doubt very zai, masters in psychology, she pointed out things which sometimes i didn't even know, like that little bit of action matters! Friday night was spent with linton at starbucks talking and using laptop at suntec. We met that very queer woman again but lucky this time she didn't say or do anything much to harass us.

Saturday was my MUM's brithday. Whoo, this time well in a hurry and not knowing what to eat we went to sentosa rasa sentosa to have buffet dinner. Though its only 60 plus per person the food wasn't that great, the variety of food also quite cannot make it. The ambiance was so so only, maybe the walk along the beach after dinner is better. Hmm oh i also found this interesting and cultured place where people park their yatch near harbourfront.

Sunday as usual is my family day, haha, was going around running errands, reading newspapers, stonning, listening to music ( thats practically the whole time )

Quite a few smaller things happen this weekend also, like the trip to udders with linton where they say the shop is open, but after we buy the ice-cream already the shop assistant tell us the shop is closed for private function! WTH! Cheat us the money la. Then got the funny part where joseph want to meet up with me to return me money and also play basketball but then i got a bad bruised knee cap while him, a hair line fracture of the ankle. Lols imagine 2 pai kahs go play bball. Lmao.

Many things are still running through my head... Dunno how to say, what to say, who to tell...

{/A long overdue reflection
Saturday, October 10, 2009 ( 7:01 PM )

Had a huge scare by my camp MO this week. Smashed my knee cap against this corner of my tank which resulted in a very wierd bump on my knee cap and the pain is extreme. My OC still say want to bet with me that i will get 3 days excuse RMJ. The MO see already say you good game liao, sure fracture your knee cap, go NUH x-ray, then he even ask one of the new medics on go and touch that bump on the knee cap! Then at nuh taken pain killers and heng x-ray come out nothing happen, the doc put it as though its like just a bruise! Which i doubt it also cause the other time i had a bruise it didn't felt this way either. To that blur blur friend of mine who ask me why am i back on a thursday night, i think you should know by now.

Friday morning was woken up by many phone calls from army. Well i realized i can walk around without much discomfort. So that night i went out to vivocity to do run some errands before walking around, thinking of what to buy for make my COS duty eaiser. Met silas, my sispec bunk mate, waiting for his gf to go for movie. Spent about 2 hours plus stuck at the page one book shop wonder which book to buy, and oh i also bought a small tub of cookies!

Went out at 12am with linton and aaron for supper at our usual hangout. Linton as usual can't wait for the pay to come, especially when we have a pay increment from this month on. Its finally up to $840 whooo, kudos to 3g army which place more importance on sgts. Haha.

This morning i went out to sim lim to grab some stuffs. As it was raining heavily, i stopped by at plaza sing for breakfast and met Vince at the mrt! Lols. Then it was to sim lim tower and square to grab a couple of stuffs. And after like 2 hours of fixing, i can finally say my project is 50% done. Now i need to buy some wooden plank/box!

For some reason i decided to spent most of my weekend alone, doing things on my own, which i would otherwise do it with my family. And all the time spent alone i managed to have a much overdue reflection on my life. Its been a long while and i'm finally liberated off all my pains and uneasiness which built up within me for almost the past 1 year. For that i'm very glad =)

Tmr's my COS duty. I gonna have the whole coy to myself for most of the day. Its mugging time... Haha

{/9th Nyaa Gold Award Presentation Ceremony
Sunday, October 04, 2009 ( 6:50 PM )

This week is kind of full of shit, first my psp memory card died on me (argh all my saved games and songs and stuffs), then my civilian phone the menu/options button spoilt (can't msg properly), then i found myself having 2 COS duties within the same week on 11th and 15th oct of which 11 is a sunday! Then spent over 20 bucks on lan over the past few nights out to enjoy, to challenge other ppl and to celebrate zhen wei's birthday respectively. Then friday was the nyaa award presentation ceremony which makes me feel as though i'm receiving a second class award. Sigh...

Well finally after waiting for more than 2 years, i'm a proud NYAA Gold Award Recipient. All my hard work and perseverance paid off. The ceremony was very grand, with members of parliament, some directors from singapore pools and media corp and last but not least our president his excellency Mr S R Nathan. It was a very good evening but the ending wasn't as good as it was meant to be.

Friday met up with wai cheung vince and aaron before going to lavender to link up with wenxi before proceeding to temasek poly for the ceremony. Over there i met many old pals and some juniors. The crap part is that while everybody receives their award from Mr Nathan, my sch as we have like over 300 plus ppl sent a representative and our principal to collect the award on behalf of us. Okay then we only receive our award from Mr Mah Bao Tan after the whole event has ended! And our parents/friends are not invited! Its like what the hell, really the feeling sucks big time.

Saturday was hari raya visiting to hariz house in the late afternoon with weijiang linton and fat hariz. Morning was spent driving my parents around to buy some stuffs here and there and grab a free pair of shoes from chevrons form my dad. Seriously i have too much credit left, dunno where and what to spent on. Damned. I don't liked to be forced to spend but time is against me ARGH! Afternoon went to hariz house, man he bakes! and seriously its quite nice, better than the cookies mh and pq baked at joseph's house that time ( WHOOPS, crossing my fingers hoping mh and pq won't read this ), he even baked pineapple tarts for us non muslims to try! Then we are also served nasi lemak, but for some reason i don't understand why myself, i keep snacking on the cucumbers at the table. Then after visiting we head to bukit timah for pool till evening time and then its time to go home for mid autumn festival celebration at home. Man i miss the times playing with lanterns and candles. Haha.

Bought a replacement memory card for my psp today. And i swear the shops at BPP are out to con me. An 8GB card which cost $59 bucks only cost $42 bucks at simlim! That's one fat profit margin. If you're reading this, and you want to buy some electronic stuffs, i recommend you do your homework, you can go to Hardwarezone Singapore for the price guide =)